I woke up this morning and it was hard...

[Jean Pool]

i have totally slid back into the tobacco thing after having quit for 2 years! Excuse no 1: I was hanging out with a smoker, first I admonished him for smoking, then I said giv me a puff and I smoked it like it was a joint inhaling dddply even holding the lit cit near my mouth and sucking in the fumes. Then, oh hell give me a whole one. Then a few days later buying the cheapest brand and made them last. Now giveme camel or marlboro menthols and pretending to people that i don't smoke. Like at work they needed a match for candles on a b-day cake. Me: shrugging, maybe I have a book of matches in the car (I had three bic clicks right there in my purse. Still, I put on the patch for a ride to Tahoe.