The end?

Merideth · Post by **Merideth** » 21-07-04, 8:52 pm

I'm not really even sure why I'm typing this, but here goes.

I just wanted to tell you all goodbye. I'd say it's been fun or nice knowing you all, but after the events of today.........

The ONLY reason I stayed on these boards as long as I have has been because of the friendship I thought I had with T-Boyd. A friendship that I thought defied what a lot of people say about "knowing" people on the internet.

This is NOT a thread to get everyone to beg me to stay. I despise false professions of any kind.

I may come back someday. But today and for quite sometime, my heart is hurting more than it's hurt in a very long time.

I will miss the daily interactions with people from across the globe and of varying backgrounds. But I cannot subject myself to a situation where I am truly not wanted. I am aware that many of you will think this is being posted to gain pity or sympathy. Do not be mistaken. This is purely for my own benefit. (seems I'm good at that)

I wish you all happiness in your lives and it is truly my sincerest hope that each and every one of you will come to know God. Then maybe someday you would understand where I have been coming from.

C-Dub · Post by **C-Dub** » 21-07-04, 9:16 pm

dammit
stay

i coulda banned you out of my own pride but instead we resolved the conflict.

...

G.O.D · Post by **G.O.D** » 21-07-04, 9:44 pm

Meh..I wanted you to stay..we're like a family here..we may have much bickering but we should always remember that we're family.

Peter · Post by **Peter** » 21-07-04, 10:52 pm

It's my job to leave the forums......Me.....Me....Me.

justme · Post by **justme** » 21-07-04, 10:56 pm

well maybe this forum just isn't the right fit anymore...good luck on the others!

.:VerTiGo:. · Post by **.:VerTiGo:.** » 21-07-04, 10:58 pm

Yes, maybe its the wrong "path" to be following with her "friends".... good luck Meredith.

C-Dub · Post by **C-Dub** » 21-07-04, 11:09 pm

all my home-boys say this is weak, but i'm too cool for skool.

Jean Pool · Post by **Jean Pool** » 22-07-04, 4:19 am

Making M. leave is just one more crime that Martha Stewart is guilty of.

.:VerTiGo:. · Post by **.:VerTiGo:.** » 22-07-04, 11:35 am

It was hardley Martha Stewart's fault.

From what I have read, she had been contemplating leaving for a few days at least.

justme · Post by **justme** » 22-07-04, 12:29 pm

well i think this site just didn't mesh well with where her life is right now. i know she's a strong member at the xtreme-faith (artist formerly known as smammers to us) - so maybe we just weren't the people she wanted to associate with anymore?

alaska · Post by **alaska** » 22-07-04, 12:32 pm

but really her faith is not the issue...she cussed and did as much as the rest of us so...

justme · Post by **justme** » 22-07-04, 12:34 pm

i agree...but maybe in her mind she wasn't where she needed to be....

.:VerTiGo:. · Post by **.:VerTiGo:.** » 22-07-04, 1:03 pm

but really her faith is not the issue...she cussed and did as much as the rest of us so...

Sorry, alaska.. but this is not an accurate statement. Merideth RARELY cursed, and even when she did it was generally just "damn" and "ass", so, she was not a curser... Also, as far as did as much as the rest of us Thats not fair, either, because she IS and has been a Christian for a long time. She's NOT a bad person, and she doesn't do things to INTENTIONALLY hurt others' feelings. Thats just not who she is.
I don't like the way things have turned out, but what happens, happens.. I guess.

C-Dub · Post by **C-Dub** » 22-07-04, 1:38 pm

Post by **CinnamonGirl** » 22-07-04, 1:40 pm

Well, I will be sad to see her go but no one can change someone's mind once they have made it up.

We survivors of Fear.com are becoming a rarity now.

*ponders the old days and heaves a sigh*

To each their own and if Merideth is happiest with posting on the Xtreme-faith board....well, so be it. And Vertigo is correct....she apparently had been contemplating this.

Good luck Merideth AKA Newmom